I'm just ready for some excitement. Something to do. I know there's a lot going on out there.... we've seen large mysterious clouds forming in the sky. Politics are going crazy. We don't know what's going on behind the scenes, and I'm tired of looking. Call it impatient if your a zen master. I am endlessly finding ways to entertain myself and getting bored. The old is officially being overlapped with the new. This process, timelines, prophecies, the whole game is quite fascinating as I learn but, as of right now in this moment, I just feel like tomorrow is going to be the same way today was. Is that up to me? Should I make a deal to go running tomorrow instead of endlessly exploring the spiritual? The endless sources for the fascinating information that are out there, one by one bringing in new forms of enlightenment and new promises? It's tough being like this, completely overwhelmed with spiritual knowledge at age 26. My other half lives in another state at this time for another month so, here I go again. An attempt back into the world of working, thinking, and wondering what I'm doing. Learning, yes I will be. Wasting time? Yes I will think so. The faith will always be there, here in the present moment as much as it is in the so-called, non-existent future we all dream about. Can't I have a dream to wake the better part of me up? Can't I just meet with one of the Masters at my bedside one night? How long have I been waiting? Maybe I am just one of those Unknowing souls who unknowingly brings the light to some of the grey areas in this world. Will it come with age? Why doesn't my spiritual path seem to be reflecting as much in the world I see? I understand the struggles we must face. And I have. I know the veil is there for a reason.... they say it's being lifted.... another thought in the unseen for me? My best comfort is looking at what I've been through. I've made it to higher and better places when I've least expected it. I've been able to understand my experiences, no matter what the circumstances have been. Everything.
                                                                 Everything has been necessary to get me to where I am. It's just.... I don't know. Am I a leader? What should I do besides use this time to study all the truth that I can? I'm a truth and information seeker.... a rockstar with no crowd cheering or singing my songs and no band. I am the receiver of my own thoughts and ideas. My mind somehow lives in a future where I know what I'm doing and why I dug all this information up. Someone tell me what it's like to have money because I don't know. What is it like to own some gold? Do you feel better about yourself? Do you feel better about your options then? Can you go ride camels in Egypt then? Visit the Galapagos and Vilcabamba because you played the game right, not like me. Are you happy about your education that I never received because, I am  here now, dwelling on what I can do while I'm here. Just how am I going to recognize the God fragment within me? How long will I meditate tomorrow? 5 minutes? 2? Does reading things from the Phoenix Journals, Solara, St. Germain, Urantia, or the Starseed Transmissions count? What is it worth I wonder? All this.... feeling? The solstice of Decemeber 2009 on the 21st is right up ahead. I always feel these things, as well as new moons, full moons, and special dates and times. What is it all I wonder? What dimension am I in please? Please take me to the 5th soon. I would like to get on with my spiritual business for earth and it's citizens, whatever that may be as I am unknowing at this point..... somewhere between 3-D and the Greater Reality.

A big cosmic wave of life to ride on full of love and joy so that life begins to make more sense!

That I am stepping onto a whole new Template of Oneness as well as going through a transformation where I need to be humble, not put myself out there lamely on a limb, and that I am in the process of surrendering to the Greater Reality. I am making the Unknown, known. I just moved away from a great place and am now experiencing this big shift in myself and noticing it in others and it's a Great one.

Has anyone experienced peace?  If so I'd like to meet them.
Have we ever felt peace as a whole? I don't see it as possible.
Some feel peace in nature. Or when they look at the sun rise,
But, couldn't that just be called beauty? Isn't it all so beautiful?

If we broke peace into pieces, we would say that we have chaos?
If we've never felt peace as a whole, are we afraid of it?
We cannot find the answers when our minds are already made up,
And we can't feel something unless it is something we're made of.

If peace could be broken then where would it's pieces go?
Would they attach themselves to us and would we make them grow?
And would peace stay in our memories so that we knew what it was,
for another day so we'd be sure not to miss out on it again?

I have never felt peace if their is just one that is still suffering.
Peace does not exist except in the mind and in the memory.
My thoughts may go back to those times of when we watched creation.
We have always worshipped God and we have the buildings to show this.

Whatever it is, wherever we are, I'm sure that we will find the peace here.
This word that people are saying can't be true if we are One Being.
The chaos, the peace, is all within our heart.
If their has never been peace here, then their has never been chaos.

The moon is always bright. The sun is always shining.
We reach out to our highest self and we bring back the potential,
to see what real peace is all about. Epitomize this popular word.
I want to know it now and feel it here, or on some other world.


 

Simple truths about ourselves, our bodies, from harp strings to nebulas, to real love not pretend love, teachings of and from the masters who have and are living on this earth, extraterrestrial knowledge and presense and truth about their technology to save planet earth, government and secret operations to keep us miserable.

I would like to teach Truth. We've rarely heard it before.

We are surrounded, especially right now.

Now that I know a plethora of truth,
I can settle with the wisdom and inspire my youth.
Now that the sea is floating underneathe me,
the baggage that I've claimed has been put beneathe me.
Now that we're all waking up to Oneness,
our heart is beating stronger to effect the masses.
Now that I know that this old era is doomed,
My heart awakes the masses while the veil is vacuumed.
Now that we all know about the machine,
and how the shadow government stays so clean,
I know how our brains have begun to swagger,
I know why the earth spins with a stagger.

Now that I know how old we are,
as old as the universe and every star,
Old as the very first conscious thoughts,
Thought of by Gods. It is who we are.
Now that I've gained so much empathy,
All I have to do, is to "feel" the beauty.
It is us, it is them, it is all from within,
we've manifested evertything our lives have been.
Now that I know that the hurt evades us,
Grace will save our eternal embrace.
and now that the earth has sprouted her seeds,
we'll journey to the stars and fill her needs.